Monday, July 23, 2012

Sweet Victory

If last semester I get almost all A's , this semester I only get three A's out of seven subjects. As expected, my result dropped. But still, accurately I hit my primary target although failed to keep it precise.

I'm thankful to God for everything He has given. I can see myself getting improve from time to time.I know now it's all about DESIRE. But this ain't the usual desire. It was a very very strong feeling of wanting something to happen. And it happened!

Enough with that.

To my beloved mother,
I present to you my Dean award for you 50th birthday.
I can't think any other great present to give you but this.

As for a wrap, this is sweet tho. Sweet victory :)


Monday, July 16, 2012

Unexpected

I love biology since 5 years ago. I thought I'm gonna be a doctor. But then I discovered genetics and molecular biology, which lead to Biotechnology. I followed my gut instinct, and it never get wrong. I love what I'm doing now. Even some people didn't know about what I'm learning, plus here in Malaysia, Biotechnology just started to develop. It still in "infant" phase while in other country, Biotechnology is way more developed.

*sigh

But it's okay. I was born in a state with partially-untouched-environment. Still fresh, still rich in flora and fauna. Located at North Borneo, known as Sabah. I'm aware that its gonna be an advantage for me as long as I seize every opportunity along the way. And yeah, it's all about mindset. There's no such things where we won't get a better job if we "learn-that-unfamiliar-things". Always keep a positive thinking. It will make your life easier and peace ;)


Monday, July 9, 2012

It's worth to wait :)

I've met my secondary school girl friends at church yesterday. There were two of them. And I've met their daughter too. They seems like so proud of that. I mean, proud of having a kid in this age.
Maybe because of I asked them how does it feel of having a kid. (Just asking)
I was shocked actually because I don't know one of them also already married.
I asked her how old is her daughter. Then she said 3 years old. And I was like what?
I don't know you was pregnant at that time. Seriously,2009? :O
No wonder I haven't see her anymore.
However, I never have a negative thought on them. Although I know exactly the reason why they got married young. As long as they happy with their life, yeah I'll pray for them. Hope they will take care of their kid. But such a waste because they have no job, just depend on their husband's money.
Come on, we live in a modern world. Every women nowadays must have their own money.
I wish I could talk to them before they do this to themselves.
But, what's done, is done.
In the middle of our conversation, they asked me a bonus question, "when is your turn?".
Turn?what turn? Having a child? Oh, ask me again that question after you guys get a wedding invitation card from me. ;)

It will be a long journey before I'm getting into that kind of life.
I want to satisfy myself first, doing all the things that I want to do, have my own house, BMW (hihi), give my mother a good life, and after that I will have mine, my "own family".
Well, I wanna raise a "champions". So I have to be a champion first. And I knew that it's worth to wait.
Besides, we only live once. Why must choose to marry so early. (Its just my opinion anyway)
For now, I wanna live my teenage life!


I got a weird goal. I wanna be part of "Wikipedia" (in a good mean of course).