22 on 22 :)

Thank You, Lord, for giving me another year of life.  
Thank you for my mother, late father, brothers, friends, and elders, who have shaped me to be what I am today with Your help.

Thank You for all the experience of this past year,
for times of success which will always be happy memories,
for times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and of my need for You,
for times of joy when the sun was shining,
for times of sadness which drove me to You.

Forgive me
for the hours I wasted,
for the chances I failed to take,
for the opportunities I missed this past year.
Help me in the days ahead to make this the best year yet,
and through it to bring good credit to myself,
happiness and pride to my loved ones,
and joy to You. Amen.

*Twenty-two and forever young ;)

I end up on my blog when...

....there are a lot of things that I keep in my head and heart.

Gosh, I'm feeling so uneasy recently. I've done something that I should not be doing.

But the curiosity really kills me. I can't resist myself from not doing it.

Now it affects my feeling and trust towards someone.

I knew that it'll be unfair if I treat him bad without telling him what is going on. I'm so selfish. :(

Now I got a heartache. No matter what I'm doing, even make myself think positively, that feeling still kills me.

I'm so stupid. I just hope that I won't ruin my relationship because of my stupidity.