Gosh, I'm feeling so uneasy recently. I've done something that I should not be doing.
But the curiosity really kills me. I can't resist myself from not doing it.
Now it affects my feeling and trust towards someone.
I knew that it'll be unfair if I treat him bad without telling him what is going on. I'm so selfish. :(
Now I got a heartache. No matter what I'm doing, even make myself think positively, that feeling still kills me.
I'm so stupid. I just hope that I won't ruin my relationship because of my stupidity.
