Sunday, August 29, 2010

Just Passing By

I found this post in Facebook:

"Yeah, believe me, I really did like you..
but I wasn't gonna sit around and wait until you found out who and what you wanted;
so I MOVED ON"

Know what? That's what I'm trying to say just now. :)

I'm facing the same story again..is it?

How long I didn't update this blog? Argh..nvm~

I don't know which part of my life story should I write here. Maybe I'll write whatever story that pass in my mind. Yeah that's more easier.

So far my life here in Ump is just like..so far so good. Nothing special. Just have a lot.. I mean, super-duper have a lot of assignments to do. Tutorial,projects,presentations and the most annoying thing to do is LAB REPORT! I'm sick with that report!

Last week, really..It was my tension week ever!! It was like.. I can't stand it anymore!! I'm giving up!! My laptop is "dying"! I can't do anything! All information is in the laptop! But thank God, my big bro ACE SEIZER "fixed" it. I mean, he just gave me the "instructions" on how to fixed it. :P
I don't know how and why I still can survive here. I keep on moving.
I do whatever I can. Life's so hard. haizz

Done with that story. Social life? I mean..friends. Yah, doing good. Nothing to stress out.
It just..ugh. I felt that now I'm facing the same story. AGAIN.
Story that really hurt me before. My previous post,which I wrote that I want to be "Trouble Free" or something like that. Seriously, it is more than just a word.
"Trouble Free" is equal to.. okay just let me keep the meaning.

Now,there is a story that I think I already faced it before. And I don't want to keep the story..end. I mean, I better "r
unaway" from that story. I should quit myself from being the character in that story. It just like, I know how the story will end. Sure I know.
And I don't want to have the "feeling" when the story end. Not nice. It hurt me. And I hate it.

I have no idea on how to "escape". I just don't want all those things happen again. It takes time to "recover" and remove from my brain,my life. All I know is.. better I runaway before it reach to the end point.












"and I am so sorry if one day I make myself disappear and you can't look for me anymore.

Believe me, I really don't want to. But I need to.
Just convince me that the story is not the same as I already faced before. Then I will not disappear"

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Can I...hate?

Should I start with the happy story or the pissed off one?Alright..
I want the happy ending. So, start with the
bad one first.

I never heard that DOING EXPERIMENT on SUNDAY MOR
NING.I was like... are they crazy or what to set up our schedule on Sunday?!I just hope that they think carefully before set that stupid schedule.I don't know what to say just now. I'm extremely hurting.
Yah I know maybe some people might think that "wha
ts the point going to church.Next time can go". It's BullS***!!!This thing make me felt so stress! ARGH! I'll escape the lab if I want to! But still can't!Arrrrgghhhhh!!!!!!!!! I expect that my Uni life will be just alright. But seems like not at all.. However, I keep thinking that there's a reason why all those things happen.

Alright! Stop `bout that. Now moving to the next s
tory.Last 29 of July, I went to UPM, Serdang Selangor. Honestly, kinda boring. I only interested the demo of making crystal from a glass... XP

But it still:fun,enjoy and happy trip. Yeay~
I als
o "stole" something from the lab. With permission okay! Not seriously stole that thing. :)Want to know what i stole? Check it out all this pictures~

Waiting for the bus
Grey: Seniors
Red: Juniors
See the Indian and chinese guy?
Thats Saravanan a.k.a Sara and Chua.. XD





With "uncle" that demo-ing the glass-->crystal
This is what I stole!
Rabbit Crystal!!At boring Lab~


UMP,cool~