艾薇娜's first try ..

今天是星期六。。

我要回来！！

 我的朋友回来了。。

为什么我 still stuck in 彭亨？？

我要 meet 我的妈妈，哥哥，三个弟弟。。

我想念你们 so much! T_T

妈妈，我要回来！！

Btw, 我没有 homesick ok. 我家-sick only. hehe :P

没關係 la..

My gosh, I took so long for this post. haha

Hey, this is not google translate. 我学华语! (I learn Mandarin!). Penatnya switch keyboard EN-CH-EN. 

So, this is for my practice because after midsem break I have a Chinese Character recognition test!

OMG, I can feel that I'm gonna 死亡 on that day! haha.. choi~

我爱沙巴 forever!

**I wrote this according to my Mandarin book.

So, don't trust google translate. It will "direct" you to the meaning.

I mean like, direct translation? :) **

Now its midsem break. and I miss my mum very much :'(

Relieve

I don't know why I still have time to update this blog.

Still have another 3 tests and 1 quiz.

But after the Industrial Management test just now, I felt relief~
Macam teda lagi test. Maybe because of the lecturer. He is awesome, strict yet very nice.

*tidak sampai hati mau menipu test dia.hihi*

And when I heard that the submission date of 3 reports already postponed after midsem break, whoa~ I felt extra relief!! I dare to say that "TEST, gimme more!"
But don't want la. I want to relax like a bos :P

Guess I should start focus on my revision now.

This semester must get Dean juga! The most important is, I want the Medal. Wanna give my mom for her 50th birthday this year :))

Jia youu!

My 21st Birthday :)

On my 21st birthday, there was a guy that gave me surprise birthday cake.

I've been trolled, really.

And my room-mates were his 'assistance'.

At the beginning, he asked for an apologize many times as he couldn't celebrate the special day with me.

I said, "Its okay, birthday ja pun"

Then when the time turns to 00.00 on 22nd March, phoop! My room-mates switched off the light, and sang a birthday song. At that time, I was skype-ing with "the guy".
No wonder he asked me to turn on the mic of my skype, because the plan is..
*translated dialogue*
"its better if we celebrate your birthday on time. I asked them to sing for you and I just see you through skype :) ", he said. I'm touched.

Thank you very much Camillus, the guy, the Mastermind behind the birthday surprise :)

 *Tiramisuu!

*skype-ing*

I feel blessed to have my 21st birthday. I'm looking forward for the 22nd years, If God will, it will be :)
Yet, my dear room-mate Winnie, gave me the fake flower,PINK ROSE. I don't like pink!But that was her first trial making rose,so I love it! :D

"There was a star danced, and under that I was born. Never thought that there was another year to rejoice. So, cheers! :))"

Btw, I never feel bad of being 21. The reason is, some people said that they saw me more mature than before! hihi

Well at least there is a progress kan? :P

Cheers for MARCH 22!!!

366 days :)

Time passed by so fast. Sometimes I feel like I had missed something because I was busy enjoying every moments that we had together.

Well, here we are. Still being together after 366 days :)

And actually, I didn't expect that you will post the 'tissue" on facebook. hihi

You just came back from Sibu this morning and asked me to buy McD Double Cheese Burger. I know you must be surprised because you found a special McD tissue! :P
It was unplanned actually. Wanna buy you a chocolate but the bus came early. Nvm, I already gave you the most precious thing right? surprise! :D

*Last year picture, I still love this :)*

Love you Cam! :D

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"Diana: Do I have anything to worry about with you and Cassie?

Adam: Why would you ask that?
Diana: Because I'm insecure... And I love you"

(The Secret Circle)

I might be overreacting but,... 

Do I need to worry when your eyes sometimes caught by other girl? 

Honestly I'm feeling so insecure with this relationship every time it happen. 

Have you ever realized that?

FLY

This song really can ignite the light and keep the fire in me burning! :D

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly, to fly

I wish today it will rain all day
Maybe that will kinda make the pain go away
Trying to forgive you for abandoning me
Praying but I think I'm still an angel away

Angel away, yeah strange in a way
Maybe that is why I chase strangers away
They got their guns out aiming at me
But I become near when they aiming at me

Me, me, me against them
Me against enemies, me against friends
Somehow they both seem to become one
A sea full of sharks and they all smell blood

They start coming and I start rising
Must be surprising, I'm just surmising
I win, thrive, soar, higher, higher, higher
More fire

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly, to fly

Everybody wanna try to box me in
Suffocating every time it locks me in
Paint they own pictures, then they crop me in

 But I will remain where the top begins

'Cause I am not a word, I am not a line
I am not a girl that can ever be defined
I am not fly, I am levitation
I represent an entire generation

I hear the criticism loud and clear
That is how I know that the time is near
See we become alive in a time of fear
And I ain't got no motherfucking time to spare

Cry my eyes out for days upon days
Such a heavy burden placed upon me
But when you go hard your nay's become yea's
Yankee Stadium with Jay's and Kanye's

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly, to fly

Get ready for it, get ready for it, get ready for it
I came to win
Get ready for it, get ready for it, get ready for it

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly, to fly

FLY Nicki Minaj ft. Rihanna

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A friend: Why you curl your hair?

Me: Because I'm bored with...

A friend: Straight hair? People nowadays desperate to straight their hair. You see this people? (pointing  my roomate)

Me: o.O"

p/s: I'm totally boring with straight hair. So I go curl. PROBLEM?

Different From Any Other Sunday

During Mass today, I felt something different. To be true, it never happen to me before.

All the songs that they sang goes straight to my heart.
And at the some point, my past life suddenly recalled. The day when my father was gone forever, the hard time that my mom have been through, my brothers, all of that came into my mind at the same time.

I tried to figured it out why I got that feeling. I really felt like want to cry at that time. But I held my tears. It was like, something touched my heart today.

At some other point, I'm afraid of losing of the people that I love. Even myself always told me that "you can face any possibilities", but apparently not today.

I'm scared if suddenly something happen to my family while I am away, I'm scared if suddenly I loss my bestfriends, and also the relationship that I have now.

I don't know what's going on with me today.
But I think He touched me, I can feel the Holy Spirit.

Amen.

Jesus please take care of my family while I am so far away from them ...