I ran out from my room, lied to my room mates, "I'm going to my friend's room".

Searching for some dark, cold place, which I think that will be the most peaceful place for me to be alone.

Found it.  I looked up to the sky, I see no stars, or either moon.

The pain still there, even after I sit alone there for almost half an hour.

Preventing myself from thinking too much, I called my mom.

That was the best "medicine" ever. Feel no pain till I drop the call.

Catching air as much as I could, but the pain won't go anywhere.

.....the most painful day ever. :')