When the hope is gone, I know I still can carry on

I can see myself through this video.

And I know, I'm gonna have exactly the same moments as what the women in this video going thru. :'(

"You won't gonna be there for my graduation, my engagement, and my wedding. I want you to be my escort during my wedding day, the one who will walk me down the aisle. But... God has taken you away before all the special days happen."  

I just miss you very much, dad :')